STAR TREK: VOYAGER

An Original Voyager Story
Ó2007 by Patricia L.
Givens
September 2007
Disclaimer # 1: Many of the characters used in this story have been borrowed
from the existing Trek universe. I mean
them no harm and promise to return them intact (more or less) as soon as I am
done. No gain, monetary or otherwise, is
expected from their use.
Disclaimer #2: All original characters and storylines contained herein
belong to me. (Like anyone else would
claim them!) This story may be archived
by those so inclined so long as all parts of the story and disclaimers remain
entirely intact.
Disclaimer #3: This story depicts a romantic relationship between two
consenting females. Some scenes may be
graphic, but lovingly so. If you are
under the age of 18, you are on your own.
Age has never been a factor in wisdom!
If this sort of thing is illegal where you live, I guess that proves
that wisdom has never been a factor in government!
Who To Blame: Thanks go to G.L. Dartt, because one must always pay homage
to their deity. Thank you for all your
time and words. Thanks also to Ky, for
being so damned patient. Additional
thanks to Andrea and Shawn for beta reading.
This is a first time
story. With all the first time
jitters. I have found that I dislike
wasting pages describing the antics of Voyager up till the point before the
story begins. We all know where they are
and why, and how Seven ended up with them, so I am going to leave that out.
The best time frame
for this would be sometime later in the series.
LOL Sorry, that’s as exact as it gets.
I welcome all
comments, suggestions, criticism and compliments. Please email them to either of the above
addresses. Flames concerning the lesbian
content will be promptly laughed at, printed, and used to line my cats litter
box.
To all that makes us
unique!
DAx =/\= The EverBard
It's been so long since I've touched
So long since I wanted
Then you made me laugh
And my heart opened.
-Melissa Etheridge
Captain
Kathryn Janeway of the U.S.S. Voyager
stared restlessly out of her living room window, her attention focused on the
painfully beautiful sphere hanging in the center of her view.
She knew
that Chakotay had meant well, instructing Tom to match the planet's speed as it
slowly turned on its gravitational axis.
His official reason was sound.
Maintaining orbit meant that the away teams would never fall out of
transporter range…just in case anything should happen. She might even have bought it, if the planet
hadn't been devoid of any predator larger than a mouse.
In truth,
what he had done was to give her the best possible view of planet below them,
one that afforded her the vision of sunlight glistening off of crystal blue
oceans by day and the peaceful serenity of the moon's reflection at night.
It was
breathtaking.
And so
heartbreakingly familiar that she had awoken each morning for the last five
days with a smile of joy on her face, not realizing for a few precious moments
that the big blue marble outside of her window… wasn't home.
It wasn't
Earth. No matter how much she wanted it
to be.
Janeway
sighed. She had considered requesting
that they take up station keeping on the far side of the moon, but the
necessary explanations would have been more painful than the view.
After all, she
was a Starfleet Captain. Homesickness
was part of the job.
And if it
sometimes got a little too rough, well she could just find a diversion.
Smiling
sadly, she left her quarters and headed for the holodeck.
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Seven of
Nine stood in the middle of the Astrometrics Lab and wondered idly if she was
somehow malfunctioning.
Unlikely,
to be sure, but she was at a loss to otherwise explain the emotions she was
experiencing. She was irritable and
distracted, unable to focus or to find a project that would occupy her
attention.
Captain
Janeway had asked her if she wished to join the groups on shore leave, but
Seven had declined, thinking of all the work she could accomplish if left in
peaceful solitude.
But it
hadn't worked out that way.
At first,
the quiet had been a salve, a welcome change from the loud voices and hectic
activities that the crew normally engaged in.
Seven found it enormously productive.
For the first
two point five days.
It was then
that she realized she may have been a little too productive. With all of her projects completed, she
turned her attention to the ship, running scans, doing diagnostics, and
attempting to improve efficiency by any means possible until a rather
unfortunate power surge had temporarily destabilized the Doctor's holomatrix.
Seven had
managed to bring him back online, only to be told in no uncertain terms that
her days as an engineer were over.
Apparently, he was correct. The
Captain had been gentle but firm in her opinion that "if it ain't broke,
don't fix it." Which she had
followed with a suggestion that the ex-drone take some R&R.
As Borg,
every moment of her existence was controlled.
Her actions were precise, her attentions unhindered. Each task she completed meant only that
another would follow. There was no time
for rest and relaxation, no time for being irritable or… bored?
Seven
stopped short. "I am
bored." She said out loud, her
voice a surprising presence in the otherwise silent lab.
But more
disturbing than that revelation was the one that followed on its heels.
Seven of
Nine, Tertiary Adjunct of Unimatrix Zero One… was lonely.
It was the
only explanation. The lab was still the
same. The work was still the same. She was assuredly still that same. The only difference was the solitude.
It was more
than she was used to, and that surprised her.
Until now, she had spent every day aboard Voyager feeling like an
outsider, like an intruder. Because of
that, she had tried to hold herself away from the people that lived and worked
around her, building a wall of indifference between herself and the rest of the
crew. It had never occurred to Seven
that she might have failed.
And yet,
everyday, she was confronted with examples of that failure.
Examples
like Naomi Wildman, a small, half-human, half-Katarian child who had been
terrified of the ex-Borg at first. Over
time, that terror had turned into a respectful fascination which had eventually
become a strange sort of friendship. At
least, it had seemed that way then.
It didn't
seem so strange now. Not since Naomi had
told her she considered her family. Not
since she discovered that she felt the same way.
B'Elanna
Torres was another example. Half-human,
half-Klingon, all mouth and attitude, B'Elanna had violently opposed the
Captain's decision to bring Seven on board right from the very start. She had been antagonistic, competitive and,
on more than one occasion, vaguely threatening towards the ex-drone. Seven never understood it but then, she never
cared either. She had simply
categorized B'Elanna with the others who loathed her very existence and went on
about her work.
But
somehow, somewhere, something had changed.
It hadn't been huge, nothing drastic or notable. In truth, it was a change she had not even
recognized, so gradual was the lessening of animosity between them. Until the day B'Elanna had actually smiled at
her. A smile of friendship and grudging
respect she had found impossible not to return, albeit in her own, much more
subdued way.
But the
most glaring example had to be Captain Janeway.
The woman who had taken her from everything she had ever known and
thrust her into a world she didn't want, filled with people who didn't want
her.
But Janeway
wasn't satisfied with that. Not only did
she drag her, kicking and screaming from her home…but then she removed her
implants and with them, her perfection.
She took everything from Seven and gave her back a single mind and a
single voice where once there had been millions. She took the strength of the Borg and gave
her human frailty. She made her into an
individual.
And then
had the nerve to demand that Seven learn to like it.
It was only
more infuriating that Captain Janeway had been right.
As she grew
to embrace her own individuality, she found the she also began to appreciate
the strength and character the smaller woman possessed. There was something appealing in the duality
of her nature. One moment she could be
stern and imposing, the next gentle and caring.
Seven had been on the receiving end of both and found them equally…
invigorating.
She
frowned. That was not exactly the word to
describe how the Captain made her feel, but she could not seem to formulate a
better one. She always found her
intellect engaged completely when she spoke with the older woman, something
that had surprised her from someone that was not Borg. Yet, at the same time, it was as though
Janeway could reach something buried deep within her, a facet that she herself
did not know how to access.
It was both
frustrating and endearing.
Endearing. Seven wondered that she would use
that word to describe the enigmatic red head.
She had thought of her in many ways since she had been brought on board
Voyager. Captor, Captain, mentor…
friend. The last being the most recent
development and, if forced to admit it, the most rewarding. And yet, there were other emotions she had
been experiencing as of late that were hard for her to categorize. They seemed to surface at the oddest moments,
most frequently, when the Captain smiled.
But she was still getting used to her all too
human reactions. They tended to crop up at
the most unlikely of moments.
She was
equally amazed at the trust that the Captain had placed in her. She had made her not only a senior officer,
but the head of Astometrics as well. And
even after all their acrimonious disagreements, her faith in the ex-drone had
never wavered.
That was
why Seven endeavored to make sure her work was perfect. To ensure her department ran smoothly and
that she operated at peak efficiency.
Unlike now. The Borg frowned, looking around yet again for something to
occupy her time. She thought briefly of
going back over the systems she had already checked and found that she was not
intrigued by that idea.
She had
already recalibrated the sensor array…twice.
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“Computer
end program.”
Captain
Janeway stood in holodeck one, staring bleakly at the stark walls of the
hologrid. She had been to Fair Haven,
visited every one of her holonovels and even took a peek into the status of Tom
Paris’ Captain Proton program. None of
them seemed to provide the diversion she needed.
She just
had too much energy that was the problem.
It was keeping her from sleeping and making her listless. There had to be someway to work it off.
Smiling,
she thought of one thing. “Computer,
locate Seven of Nine.”
“Seven of Nine is in
Astrometrics.” The feminine voice replied.
“Computer,
what is the present time?”
“The time is 00:07 hours.”
She tapped
her commbadge. “Janeway to Seven of Nine.”
“Yes, Captain?”
“Seven, what are you doing?”
“I am reviewing the data from the
away teams… again.” She could almost hear the
frustration in the ex-drones voice.
“Shouldn’t you be regenerating?”
“It is unnecessary at this time,
Captain.”
“All right then, how about a game of
Velocity?”
“Captain?”
“I know it’s not our usual time but
I thought a game might be just what the doctor ordered.”
“Aye, Captain. I will change my apparel and meet you
immediately. Seven out.”
Janeway
headed to the locker room and changed into her outfit. She was standing on the hologrid when Seven
arrived a few minutes later dressed in her black workout outfit.
“I am
surprised to find you awake at this hour, Captain.” She joined the older woman in the center of
the room.
“Couldn’t
sleep.” The Captain raised her
phaser. “I’m red.”
“You are
always red.” The Borg raised one
eyebrow. “I will be red.”
Janeway
started to argue and then laughed, refusing to take the bait. “Fine.
Whatever. Computer, begin round.”
The disc
appeared between them, glowing red, and Seven quickly struck it with her phaser
beam, sending it careening off one of the walls and back at the Captain.
Janeway
didn’t move, waiting until the last possible moment before firing at the blue
disc, dropping low to take the shot so that it collided with the ceiling,
flipping end over end as it sped back towards Seven.
It was one
of the Captains standard tactics and the ex-drone side stepped it easily before
dropping to one knee, her shot sending the disc into the back wall where it
rebounding and struck the Captain solidly between the shoulder blades.
“Full Contact –Janeway. Point to Seven of Nine. Round to Seven of Nine. Score one to zero.”
“Nice
move.” Janeway threw her a feral
grin. “Let’s see you get away with it
again.”
The both
played all out, neither one giving an inch, circling each other like warriors
on the battlefield. After two and a half
hours, the score was tied at three all.
Seven was
beginning to get frustrated, as she usually did when she played against the
Captain. The woman was infuriating,
countering everything she threw at her with a casual grace that was
astounding. Suddenly, an idea formed in
the Borg’s mind and she moved behind the Captain, closing the space between
their bodies until she was almost pressed against her. She matched the older woman’s movements
exactly, anticipating her steps each time, often brushing up against her as she
took her shots.
“Seven,”
Janeway was slightly breathless. “You’re
crowding me.”
“I do not
believe that this tactic is in violation of the rules, Captain.”
“No, I
don’t suppose it is.” She reached back
with her arm trying to widen the space between them and felt her hand close on
Seven’s breast. It took her a moment to
realize where her hand was and, before she pulled it away, she felt the nipple
beneath her palm harden.
Seven
gasped slightly and stopped moving, giving the Captain the opportunity to send
the disc directly into the Borg’s midsection.
“Full Contact – Seven of Nine. Point to Captain Janeway. Round to Captain Janeway. Score three to four.”
Janeway
turned to find Seven looking at her sullenly, one eyebrow raised. “Is that a standard tactic, Captain?”
The older
woman laughed lightly. “It was
unintentional, I assure you. But hell,
if it works I might keep it in my repertoire.”
“Indeed.” Seven was flustered and could not discern the
reason why. The Captain’s hand had left
a trail of warmth in its wake that had moved through her body quickly, causing
her other nipple to harden and her stomach muscles to clench. “It would seem that I will have to counter it
with creative tactics of my own.”
Janeway
swallowed, her throat suddenly dry, confused by the affect Seven’s voice was
having on her. Shaking it off, she
smiled again. “By all means, you’re
welcome to try.”
The Borg
resumed her former position, bringing her body even closer to the smaller
woman. As she reached around her to take
her shot, she allowed her hand to rest on the Captain’s hip, just above the
swell of her left buttock. The effect
was gratifying. The older woman faltered
slightly as she inhaled and the Borg took the opportunity to turn them, placing
Janeway into the path of the oncoming disc.
“Full Contact - Janeway. Point to Seven of Nine. Round to Seven of Nine. Score Four All.”
“All
right,” Janeway said dryly. “If that’s
the way you want to play it.”
Suddenly,
the game became less about physical prowess and more about distraction as each
of them tried various subtle points of contact to throw the other off
balance. Nothing was overt, or could
even be considered inappropriate, but the intent was there.
The winning
shot came when Janeway suddenly turned around.
Their faces were a little more than two centimeters apart and the Borg
found herself staring directly into the Captain’s eyes. Her breath caught at the warmth and humor she
saw there, highlighted in a dusky blue she could not remember having seen on
any occasion previously.
Before she
knew what happened, the disc slammed into her back. It wasn’t real, an illusion of contact, but
the computer supplied just enough force to push her forward, bringing her lips
into contact with Janeway’s for the briefest of moments before she stepped
back, her eyes wide.
“Full Contact – Seven of Nine. Point to Captain Janeway. Round to Captain Janeway. Score six to four. Captain Janeway is the winner.”
Full contact indeed. Janeway thought as she stood looking at her opponent. They were both out of breath and a little
dazed. Maybe
a little more contact than I needed.
She finally
broke the silence. “Good game,
Seven.” She smirked slightly. “I’m going to have to remember some of those
moves in the future.”
“Yes,” The
Borg seemed lost in thought. “I will
have to remember them as well.”
Seven’s
voice seemed a little unsteady but Janeway chalked it up to their having a more
strenuous game than usual. “I’m
starved. Care to join me for a late
night snack?”
“I could
use a nutritional supplement as well.”
“Good, get
changed. I’ll meet you in my quarters.”
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“You can’t
be serious!” Janeway pushed her plate
away and picked up her wine glass, sipping from it before continuing. “Zefram Chochrane was a visionary!”
“Perhaps,”
Seven asserted. “I merely maintain that
his vision was not one of uniting the planet, but of increasing his personal
wealth.”
They had
started with a light conversation as they ate dinner, but quickly moved into
areas where they each had very different views.
“What are
you basing your opinion on?”
“My
research into that period of Earth history indicates that most humans lived in
a level of extreme poverty. Any efforts
on their part would have been focused on improving their individual situations,
not the state of mankind as a whole.”
“You’re
speculating.” The older woman maintained
as she moved over to the couch.
“As are
you.” Seven joined her and shocked the
Captain when she sat down beside her.
“The difference between our speculations is I have quantifiable data to
back my assumptions.”
“Such as?”
“Zefram
Cochrane only utilized the individuals in his own encampment in his
endeavors. If he sought, as you surmise,
to facilitate the betterment of the entire species, he would not have deemed
the others irrelevant. Assuredly, his
project would only have been enhanced had he utilized all of his compatriots.”
“Ok,” The
Captain gave her a grudging smile. “I’ll
give you that one. But you have to
realize that time period was fraught with peril. They were under constant attack by other
forces.”
“True,”
Seven settled back into the couch and turned to look at her. “But having more individuals to provide
security would have been in the interest of all, while his secretive nature
lends credence to my hypothesis.”
“But Seven,
his efforts led to the first contact with another species, helping to usher in
one of the brightest periods in Earth history.”
“I believe
Cochrane was merely ‘lucky’ in that regard.”
Janeway gave
her a cocky half smile. Seven knew it
well. It drew up one corner of her mouth
and made her look… adorable. The Borg
blinked, wondering where that thought had come from.
“I thought
you didn’t believe in luck!”
“The
inability to prove the existence of such phenomena does not preclude the fact
that such fortuitous situations do occur.”
“Maybe. But what are the chances that at the exact
moment that he activated his drive a Vulcan ship would be passing by and just
happen to take notice.”
“Ah, now you
are changing your argument from intent to divine providence. You are implying that it was not chance, but
destiny or fate.”
The Captain
smiled again, thoroughly enjoying the conversation. “Let me guess, the Borg don’t believe in
fate.”
“The Borg
do not…”
“But?”
Janeway’s eyebrow shot up in surprise and she leaned closer, putting her hand
on Seven’s arm. “Are you saying that you
do?”
Seven
flushed slightly. “I am still evaluating
data on that subject.” She suddenly felt
very warm and did not understand why.
The Captain had touched her many times before, but for some reason this
time it felt different. She remembered
how her hand had felt on the holodeck and was astonished to feel her nipple
harden beneath her biosuit. She shifted
her body away and silently contemplated the floor.
Janeway
stared at her for a few moments before clearing her throat. “Well, I guess it’s getting late.”
“Of course,
Captain.” The Borg stood up
immediately. “You need to rest. I will go.”
“Seven?” The Captain called out to her before she
could leave. “I really enjoyed
tonight. Would you care to join me again
tomorrow? Same time?”
“I would…
like that.” Seven nodded slightly in
acceptance before leaving.
Janeway sat
silently staring down into her wineglass. She had seen the effect her touch had had on
the younger woman and found herself torn by it.
Seven was a member of her crew, off limits to her by all the principles
and protocols she had pledged to uphold.
Still, she couldn’t deny the initial thrill that had gone through her at
the reaction. She had always thought
that Seven was beautiful, as well as intelligent and kind. On the few occasions that she had allowed her
mind to evaluate the possible romantic pairings she might be interested in, the
ex-drones name had been right at the top of the list. It had just never occurred to her that the
thought might have entered Seven’s mind as well.
Exactly what thoughts are we talking
about here, Katie?
Could Seven
actually be attracted to her? Have
feelings for her?
With a
heavy sigh she realized that it didn’t really matter. There were some lines that she would just
never cross.
She drained
the last of her wine before crawling into a bed that seemed somehow emptier
than it ever had before.
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As soon as
she reached the cargo bay, Seven stopped and leaned heavily against the
bulkhead, her mind swimming with thoughts she was unfamiliar with. In addition
to that, her heart rate had increased, her palms were clammy and she was having
a hard time breathing.
She
recognized these irregularities. She had
come across references to them quite often when she had been researching human
sexuality.
She had
just never experienced them before.
Or had
she? Her eidetic memory scanned through
images in her mind and she recognized that she had suffered from these symptoms
in the past, just not all at the same time.
The only thing they had in common in her memories was that they had
always occurred…
Her eyes
widened.
They had
always occurred when she found herself in the company of one specific
individual.
The
revelation left her lightheaded. Could
she possibly be in love… with the Captain?
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Kathryn Janeway
pinched the bridge of her nose between her thumb and forefinger, trying to
stave off the headache she could feel coming on.
And the evening had
started out so pleasantly.
First, there had been
another interesting game of Velocity.
She had never seen Seven play so fiercely. They had stepped up their tactics from the
day before and she had found herself rather breathless for reasons other than
the game. There had been one moment when she had backed into Seven rather
forcefully and had found herself tangled in the younger woman’s arms on the
holodeck floor. Startled, she had
remained there for a few moments, listening to the pounding of Seven’s heart
before her sense of propriety kicked in and she climbed to her feet. Seven had taken longer to get up and, when
she did, there was a curious expression on her face, as though she wanted to
say something and then changed her mind.
Deciding discretion was the better part of valor, she hadn’t asked any
questions.
They had gone best
out of five this time, with Janeway barely slamming home the winning shot in
the fifth game.
Seven had not been
happy. She had been losing to the
Captain since their very first match and Janeway knew that, sooner or later,
Seven would find a way to beat her.
Until then, however,
she would revel in the look of respect she received with every point she won,
and the grudging look of admiration that the ex-drone bestowed upon her at the
completion of every set.
Not to mention
how much you enjoy seeing her breathless and disheveled, her little voice offered.
Janeway shook the
thought from her head.
Then, there had been
dinner. Another quiet affair in the
Captain’s quarters, consisting of some stew-like concoction of Neelix’s, which
had been rather tasty, and a bottle of wine, which had been utterly
fantastic. Seven had brought the wine
along with her, a “gift” as she had put it.
Janeway had been dubious initially, but by her second glass, she was
practically begging Seven to tell her where she had found it and if, by some
blessing of the gods, she had any more.
Seven had merely
smiled inscrutably and said “Some time ago.” and “Perhaps.”, neither answer
assuaged the Captains curiosity, but she was content to let it go…for the time
being.
After dinner, they
had engaged in a lively conversation about the benefits of exploration versus
the time and resources it cost the ship.
The trouble hadn’t started until the topic changed to the Prime
Directive.
“Seven, you have to
understand. The Prime Directive was put
into place to make sure that we do not meddle in things that do not concern
us.”
The ex-drone
snorted. She actually snorted!
“Captain, you cannot honestly
say that you have not ‘meddled’ in the lives of numerous species here in the
Delta Quadrant.”
“Maybe
not. But I can say that anything I may
have done did not fundamentally change their development.”
Seven
looked at her pointedly. “And what of
me?”
Janeway
looked confused. “What do you mean?”
“I do
believe that all of your actions
concerning me have greatly influenced my development.”
“That’s
different, Seven. You’re human! You were born human. It was the Borg that changed the course of your
development; I simply… corrected your path.”
“I
see.” They were sitting on the couch
again, bodies turned to face each other and Seven leaned in closer. “May I suggest a hypothesis?”
The Captain
smiled, feeling excitement course through her veins. While Velocity and dinner had been fun, it
was these conversations she liked best of all.
Trading ideas with the ex-drone was one of her true pleasures. “By all means.”
“Is it safe
to say that the Borg, regardless of their methods or agenda, are more technologically
advanced than the Federation?”
“All
right,” Janeway held up her hand. “If we
are removing from the equation their propensity for violence and domination,
then yes I would have to agree with that statement.”
“Would it
also not be true that individuals who join the collective are in some way
enhanced by the experience?”
“Join the
Collective?” She said dryly. “I don’t think that’s the correct
terminology.”
“Perhaps
not, Kathryn, but we are not debating the tactics of the Borg, merely the
effect they might have on newly integrated species.”
Janeway
blinked. Had she just heard that? “All right.
Then yes, I can see how assimilation may equate to enhancement.”
“An
enhancement that might also be considered a form of evolution?”
“I think your
stretching this a bit thin, but I just have to see where you’re going with it
so I’ll say yes.”
“Now,
taking the Prime Directive as it is written, your alliance with the Borg was
not actually a violation as they were more technologically advanced than you
and thus you posed no threat of contamination.”
“Remind me
to have you around when we get back home and the official inquiries
start.” Janeway smiled. “Agreed.
Go on.”
“That being
said, could separating me from the Collective and your subsequent removal of my
implants not be seen as a form of active de-evolution?”
Janeway’s
jaw dropped. She started to reply, and
then stopped, choosing instead to stare at Seven in astonishment. “So what you’re saying is…”
“That while
your involvement with the Borg was not a violation of the Prime Directive, your
interference with my evolution was.”
She was
dumbstruck. “I never knew you felt that
way.” She said softly.
“I do not.”
“But you
just said…”
“It was
hypothetical, Kathryn. I was merely
trying to point out the rather absurd nature of the Prime Directive.”
She
definitely heard it that time. “So how do you feel about it?”
Seven
looked directly into her eyes. “I am
grateful. Every day I find new reasons
to be grateful for what you have done for me.”
Janeway
smiled, feeling more relieved than she thought was possible.
“But,” The
younger woman continued. “Therein lies
my point. With Federation technology you
could vastly improve the lives of millions, and yet you do not do so based on a
principle, the idea that your way is the correct way to interact with other
species. How far would the human race
have come if the visionaries and idealists in your past had not shared their
philosophies and talents with each other?”
“You’re right,
that is the point. We shared them with each other. We did not take them from other species. We alone were responsible for our growth as a
race.”
“And would
you have declined help, had it been available to you? Would you have walked away from a cure to a
particularly devastating disease simply because you did not develop it
yourself?”
“Of course
not.” Janeway ran her fingers through
her hair. “And I do see your point but I
think we’ve wandered a little off course here.
What we have done in the past is simply not relevant. The Prime Directive governs our current actions to ensure that we do not
hinder another species natural growth. I
know that in our time here in the Delta Quadrant I may have bent Starfleet
principles on several occasions, but it was never my intent to cause
harm.” She laughed softly, shaking her
head.
“Captain?”
“There’s an
old Earth saying. ‘The road to hell is
paved with good intentions’.”
Seven
blinked. “Hell must be populated with
Starfleet officers.”
Janeway
stared at her for a few moments and then started laughing. It was a full, throaty laugh and it made the
hair on the back of Seven’s neck stand up.
Without
thinking, the older woman wrapped her arms around the Borg in a tight
embrace. “Ah, Seven! You are the wonder of my existence. I love you.”
The words
were out before she realized what she was saying and she froze, feeling Seven’s
arms wrap around her snugly. “Thank you,
Kathryn. The feeling is mutual.”
They sat
like that for several minutes until Janeway finally pulled away. She looked into wide, bright blue eyes and
took a deep breath, holding it until she thought she might faint.
Say something! Do something!
Kiss her for pete’s sake!! Her little voice yammered at her.
“It’s
late.” She said finally, standing
up. “I have the early shift tomorrow.”
Seven
thought that was an odd statement as the Captain always had the early shift,
but she was so busy trying to get her mind and body under control that she
dismissed it. “Of course.’ She stood up and placed her hand on Janeway’s
arm, startling the older woman. “Same
time tomorrow?”
Say no! Say No! SAY NO!
“I’d like that.” She kicked herself mentally. Things were already getting out of hand!
“Sweet
dreams, Kathryn.”
And she was
gone, leaving the Captain feeling decidedly weak in the knees.
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“Regeneration cycle complete.”
Seven of
Nine stepped down from her alcove and walked over to the replicator. “Computer state current time.”
“The time is 23:40 hours.”
Twenty
minutes, Seven thought to herself as she began to change into her Velocity
outfit. As she pulled the garment on,
she let her mind play back the events of the prior evening.
Every
moment of the time they had shared together was stored perfectly in her eidetic
memory, but the image that constantly sprung to mind was that of the Captain
wrapping her arms around her and the simple joy in her voice when she had said
‘I love you.’
It was the
first time anyone had said those words to her and she found that they had
caused a definite impact on her physiology.
It was different from when the Captain had touched her, and yet vaguely
similar as well. While the older woman’s
hand had created a molten heat that burned throughout her body, those three
small words had traveled directly to her heart.
Until that
moment, she had always wondered about the references to ones ‘heart’ in regards
to personal interaction, thinking it simply another human allegory use to
describe the emotional bond of ‘love’.
But as she heard those words, she had felt an almost painful reaction in
her chest. It was as though a thin, hot
blade had been slipped between her ribs and up into her pulmonary muscle where
it lodged and refused to budge.
The
situation was extremely disconcerting and yet, at the same time, she felt
herself yearning to experience it again.
Being held
by the Captain had evoked a similar response and she knew that she would have
stayed there forever, holding her close, if Janeway would have allowed it.
The most
confusing, and intriguing, part of the entire experience had been the
realization that all of these sensations were being generated without her
consent. It was as though her mind had
simply stepped aside to allow emotions she did not even know she possessed to
operate independently.
Seven
wondered if the Captain had experienced the same emotions and felt a small,
unfamiliar tendril of fear twist through her abdomen. She did not want the feelings to stop and did
not know how she would react if the Captain did not share them.
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Seven stepped
onto holodeck two and was immediately confused, wondering if she had somehow
entered the wrong program.
There was a
long, rectangular pad on the floor in the center of the room and a rack on the
wall that held swords of several different shapes and sizes.
“Seven.” She turned to see the Captain standing at the
holodeck controls, entering information into the screen. She was wearing a thick, padded vest that
looked slightly uncomfortable and hid most of her figure, something the Borg
decided she definitely did not appreciate.
“Captain?” She said curiously.
Janeway
smiled. “I thought we would take a break
from Velocity tonight, Seven. Try
something a bit different instead.” Something a little less ‘full contact’. She thought to herself.
“I’m going to teach you to fence.”
“Fence?”
“Yes.” The older woman smiled at her. “I take it that fencing is not something
stored in your memory?”
Seven
tilted her head to one side as she always did when she was thinking. It was just another one of the quirks that
Janeway found so adorable. “I do not
believe so, Captain. If information on
this activity had been assimilated, the Borg must have deemed it irrelevant.”
“Not
surprising. It is hardly a
technologically advanced sport. Here,
put this on.”
Seven took
the white vest gingerly, holding it out at arms length. “What is the function of this garment?”
“It’s
called a fencing jacket, Seven. It is
meant to protect your chest and abdomen from possible injury.”
“Would not
the holodeck safeties adequately suffice?”
Janeway
swallowed. She should have seen that one
coming. She had welcomed the vests as an
added barrier between them. “I wanted to
share the entire experience with you, Seven.”
When the Borg did not seem swayed, she lowered her eyes and looked up at
her through her lashes. “Indulge
me…please?”
“Of course,
Captain.” The younger woman agreed
quickly, feeling the look melt through her resistance with ease. “I am afraid I do not know how to utilize
this garment however. Can you assist
me?”
Janeway
stepped forward and held the jacket open so that Seven could slide into
it. She realized her mistake almost
immediately. The jacket opened from the
back and she found herself pressed up against Seven’s chest as she reached around
her to fasten it securely.
She took a
deep breath and stepped away. “Now grab
the croissard and draw it up. It fastens
in the back as well.”
“The
croissard?”
Janeway
pointed to the strip of material that hung down from the front of the vest to just
above Seven’s knees. She watched the
younger woman struggle with it for several moments.
“I require
your assistance, Captain.”
Didn’t quite think this one through as
well as you thought you did, huh?
Her little voice cackled in glee.
“All
right.” The Captain moved around behind
her. Taking a deep breath, she closed
her eyes and said it. “Spread your legs,
Seven.”
She heard a
quick intake of breath but the Borg complied, shifting her stance slightly so
that Janeway could quickly reach between her thighs and draw the fabric up the
where it fastened at the back of her waist.
Seven
twisted from side to side, adjusting to the weight of the restrictive
material. “Is there other protective
equipment involved?”
Janeway
laughed at her lack of enthusiasm.
“Usually, yes. Traditionally you
would also wear a plastron to protect your sword arm, and a mask, but I think
we can forego those for this lesson. As
you said, the holodeck safeties are on and I want you to be able to see what I
am trying to teach you.”
She walked
over to the rack against the wall.
“There are three types of swords in fencing, the foil, the epee, and the
sabre. Tonight, we are going to work
with the foil. It’s a light thrusting
weapon and its use restricts the strike zone to the torso exclusively.”
“You intend
to strike me?” Seven looked
baffled. “With that? Would a phaser not be more efficient?”
Janeway
sighed. “The point of fencing is not
efficiency, Seven. Fencing is about
reading your opponent, anticipating their movements, maneuvering, accelerating,
decelerating, changing directions and so on.
Fencing is about confidence and grace.
It was a required study course at the Academy as it teaches not only
control, but dexterity and coordination.
It’s almost like… dancing.”
“But with
weapons?” Seven deadpanned and was
gratified when the captain laughed out loud.
“Something
like that.” She said dryly. “As unlikely as it may seem, fencing takes a
great deal of endurance and patience.”
“Very
well.” A small furrow appeared between
her eyebrows and Janeway swallowed a smile.
It was the same look she got whenever she was concentrating very hard on
something. “Begin the lesson.”
The
Captain’s mouth quirked into a grin.
“Yes, ma’am!” She handed Seven
the foil, turning her fingers until she had the proper grip before leading her
over to the mat. “Ok, now let’s work on
your stance. Turn to left, place your
left leg behind you with the toe pointed out, place your right leg in front of
you and then turn your torso to the right.”
She watched
Seven silently for several minutes, biting the inside of her cheek to keep from
laughing at the Borg’s attempt to follow all of her conflicting
directions. She finally relented when
she saw the younger woman was becoming frustrated.
“Ok, let’s
try something different. Watch me.” She struck the stance perfectly, her left arm
slightly elevated as she held the foil before her. “Now you do it.”
Seven
tried, she honestly did, but she just couldn’t seem to fold her long body into
the same position. Sighing, she looked
down. “I am sorry, Captain. I have failed. Apparently the Borg do not bend.”
“You
haven’t failed, Seven. You just need to
try again. Here,” She took a deep breath
and resumed her position behind the younger woman. Trying hard to focus on what she was supposed
to be doing, she moved closer until their bodies were a hairsbreadth
apart. Reaching around, she laid her
palm on Seven’s thigh, using her own leg to frame the stance from behind. After she had their legs placed correctly,
she laid one hand on Seven’s stomach and the other on her right shoulder, using
gentle pressure and her own torso to turn her until she was facing her
imaginary opponent correctly.
Seven was
in heaven. The Captain’s entire body was pressed up against her from behind
and, more than that, she could feel the older woman’s heart thumping painfully
in her chest, could feel her erratic breaths as they caressed the back of her
neck. No matter what Janeway might say to her in the future, she knew what
her body was telling her right now.
“Ok,”
Janeway said softly. “As I said before,
the foil is a thrusting weapon. The most
common move is called the lunge. You
lean forward, in a rocking motion, bending your forward knee so that your thigh
is parallel with the ground. At the same
time you extend your arm…” She ran her
hand down the length of Seven’s bare arm, swallowing hard at the goosebumps her
fingers left in their wake. Slowly, with
her other hand still on the Borg’s stomach, she rocked them forward and
back. “Tighten your stomach.” Not that it
could be much tighter! “Now thrust out with your sword.”
Seven did
as she was told, gratified when the Captain mumbled praises into her ear. She looked back over her shoulder and her
heart stopped beating. The older woman’s
eyes were closed and she had her face buried in the hair that had come loose
from Seven’s bun as they practiced.
There was small, soft smile on her face and the Borg felt as though her
heart would break just looking at her.
Janeway
loved the scent of Seven’s hair. It
smelled vaguely of fresh water with just a touch of… rose petals? Inhaling deeply, she also caught the scent of
the Borg’s skin and thought that if she leaned forward just slightly, she would
be able to taste it against her lips.
Realizing what she was doing, her eyes flew open and she found herself
staring directly into twin pools of azure that seemed to sparkle with humor
and…desire? Blushing furiously, she
released the younger woman and stepped back, composing herself.
“When we
engage, the objective is to strike the torso.
If you are not advancing, then your objective is to stop, or parry, the
attack of your opponent. The foil is not
a slashing blade. You can ‘flick’ with a
circular motion to keep your partner’s blade off target. You may also ‘beat’ with your blade, meaning
a sharp blow to the center of the other foil to create an opening.” Janeway demonstrated each move as she
described them. “You may also ‘feint’,
which is a false attack meant to cause your opponent to parry before you
actually try to land a blow, thereby possibly causing a weakness in their
defense. Do you think you’re ready to
try a few simple steps?”
“Of course,
Captain.”
“All
right.” She threw an evil grin at the
younger woman and struck her stance.
“Let’s see how well you dance. En
garde.”
“Captain?”
“It means,
‘get ready’.”
“This is an
unusual type of battle, Captain. One
does not normally warn their opponent that they are about to attack. Would not a surreptitious approach be more
advantageous?”
Janeway
laughed. “Maybe. But that’s not how the game is played.”
“Very
well.” Seven struck her own stance and
stood ready. “En garde.”
Seven
actually did quite well. She paid close
attention to the Captain’s foot work while constantly watching the movement of
her opponent’s blade.
They
stalked around each other like big cats looking for a weak spot until Janeway
finally stamped her foot, hard. This
caught the Borg’s attention just long enough for her to lunge in and make full
contact with the center of Seven’s vest.
The younger
woman frowned at her. “That seemed less
than admirable, Captain.”
Janeway
laughed. “It’s called an appel. And the move is very much allowed.”
“I
see.” Seven flexed her shoulders and
returned to her position. “Again.”
Seven came
after her hard and the Captain found herself being pushed about the mat. Apparently the younger woman had been
watching closely because she was able to parry every one of the rudimentary
movements that was thrown at her.
“This is
called ‘conversation’.” Janeway smiled
broadly. “When our blades meet
repeatedly with no blows being landed.”
Seven
dropped her blade momentarily and the Captain lunged, only to meet empty air as
the younger woman bent backwards before bringing the tip of her own blade up to
strike her target soundly.
“I believe
our conversation has ended, Captain.”
The older
woman laughed, delighted. “That’s called
an ‘invitation’, Seven. The way you
pretended to give me an opening only to catch me in an open position. Very nicely played.”
“Thank
you. Again.” Seven found she was enjoying the feeling of
stalking the smaller woman. She was also
fascinated by the way the Captain moved, her steps quick and graceful, the
smile on her face both friendly and feral.
In fact, she was so absorbed by the look of enjoyment on her opponent’s
face that she almost missed her next attack.
Almost.
Flipping
her wrist, she caught the Captain’s blade against her own, sliding it backwards. She over calculated the needed amount of
force, however, and the momentum of her much larger frame impacted with
Janeway’s, sending them both to the mat with the Borg laying on top of the
smaller woman.
Breathlessly,
she smiled at the woman beneath her and reached out to brush an auburn lock of
hair out of her opponent’s eyes. They
look she found beneath it set her heart to pounding. The Captain’s eyes were a smoky blue and
seemed to lock onto her and not let go.
“What do
you call this?” She asked softly
Janeway
looked at her breathlessly, feeling the thigh pressing between her legs as it
set her body on fire. “I’m not sure what you would call this.”
She waited
for the younger woman to get up, only to shiver as Seven brought her fingers up
to lightly brush along her jawline.
Swallowing hard, she tried to smile.
“Seven… Let me up.”
She could
see the reluctance in the bright blue eyes staring intently into her own, but
the Borg complied. Standing, she reached
down a hand and pulled the Captain to her feet.
“Well,”
Janeway pulled at the collar of her jacket, trying to get some cooling air onto
her overheated skin. “I think that’s
enough for tonight.”
“Very
well.” She could hear the regret in
Seven’s voice.
“Did you
enjoy it?” Her smile faltered as she
took in the flush that was present in the normally alabaster cheeks.
“I enjoyed
it very much, Captain.”
Janeway was
not at all sure what she was referring to, but she was certain it wasn’t the
lesson.
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“James T.
Kirk?” The astonished look on Seven’s
face made Janeway laugh. “You can not be
serious.”
“I’m
completely serious.” The Captain poured
herself another glass of wine. “I find him
fascinating and quite admirable.”
After a
rather interesting dinner of some sort of casserole that they appropriated from
the mess hall, they had settled into a lengthy conversation about Starfleet
captains.
“I have
studied his history in the computer data banks and he was not, by any
definition, a shining example of Federation ideals.”
“Oh, I know
he was a bit of a cowboy.”
“I believe
a better term would be ‘outlaw’.” Seven
took her glass and the bottle of wine over to the couch, gratified when the
Captain followed her. “His record is
riddled with as many reprimands as commendations. He was extremely unorthodox and was known for
disregarding any protocol that did not suit his needs. I am confused as to how you can consider such
an individual admirable.”
“It was a
different time back then, Seven. The
Federation was still in flux and Starfleet needed
cowboys like Kirk to pave the way for the rest of us. If he were alive today, it’s doubtful he
would be allowed anywhere near a starship but that doesn’t change the fact that
he made an indelible impression on all those he came in contact with. They still talk about his creative solution
to the Koybayashi Maru simulation…”
“Creative?” The Borg raised one eyebrow. “He cheated.”
Janeway
laughed. “Maybe. But it was still creative.”
Seven
looked thoughtful. “I would have
expected you to list Jean Luc Picard as someone you admire.”
“Oh, I do
admire him. He is a great Captain, one
who will undoubtedly receive just as much adulation as Kirk one day.” She smiled.
“Is he the Captain you most admire?”
The younger
woman gave her such a soft, shy look that Janeway thought she would die from
the sheer beauty of it.
“There is
only one Captain whom I truly admire, Kathryn.”
Janeway
blushed, knowing full well who the Borg was referring to. In that moment, she also realized something
else.
She isn’t even aware that she’s calling
me Kathryn. It isn’t a conscious
thing. It’s just how she thinks of me
here… in private.
The Captain
wasn’t sure how she felt about that. But
she did know one thing. She adored the
way her name sounded every time it fell from Seven’s lips. The way she spoke it… was almost like a
caress. And it affected her like one,
every single time.
“Thank
you.” She said quietly.
“Although,”
Seven smirked. “I do believe that
‘cowboy’ would be a fitting description for you as well.”
“Oh
really? How so?”
“Destroying
the Caretaker’s array, invading Borg space, kidnapping a drone! Not to mention all the times you have used
trickery and subterfuge to attain freedom or supplies for your ship and your
crew.” She gave a mock sigh. “Kathryn, I do believe you could be aptly
termed a ‘scoundrel’.”
“Scoundrel?!?” Janeway laughed, nudging her gently in the
ribs. “I don’t believe I have ever been
accused of that before. I doubt the crew would agree with you.”
“You might
be surprised.” She loved the sound of
her Captains laugh, especially when she was the cause of it. “I have heard many stories of your exploits
before I came on board. While I am
certain that some of them must be hyperbole, I can only surmise that they are
at least partially true.”
“Like
what?”
“That you
found Amelia Earhart in cryo-stasis… and you revived her. Was that standard Starfleet protocol?”
Janeway
grinned sheepishly. “I wanted to talk to
her.”
“That you
outwitted Q?”
“More than
one. And more than once.”
“That Q
wished to mate with you?”
“He said I
was angry when I was beautiful.” She
took a sip of her wine.
The Borg
raised one eyebrow. “And that you…
mated… with Tom Paris!”
“I was a
lizard at the time!”
“I would
think that you would have to be.”
Janeway
couldn’t stop laughing. “Seven, be
nice.”
The younger
woman gave her a knowing look. “As I
said, Kathryn, a scoundrel. I have no
doubt that someday young Starfleet Cadets will revel in the tales of Captain
Kathryn Janeway, the only Captain to ever take on an entire quadrant single
handedly.”
“You make
me sound positively romantic!”
“I do not
believe that is my doing.” Seven said
softly.
Janeway
blinked, becoming suddenly aware of how close they were sitting. Downing the rest of her wine in one gulp, she
held out the glass to have it refilled.
Seven
obliged her and, after setting the wine back on the table, managed to reseat
herself even closer than before, unsure whether she wanted the Captain to
notice or not.
She
did. It was hard not to, now that the
entire length of the Borg’s leg was pressed warmly against her own. She was torn between wanting to move further
away and wanting to get even closer. It
was a struggle she had been feeling for quite some time, whenever Seven was
involved. It was as though there was an
ongoing battle between the Captain she was supposed to be and the woman she
kept hidden inside.
“Do you
know the definition of that word, Seven?
Scoundrel?”
“I know the
definition that I apply to you.”
“Which
would be?”
Seven
leaned in even closer, following the shape of Captain’s lips with her eyes as
she answered. “A rogue… a scamp. Playfully mischievous…” She licked her bottom lip. “Uncontrollable…” She reached out and traced the bottom of the
older woman’s jaw with the back of her fingers.
“Unique.”
“Seven,”
Janeway’s voice was low and husky. “What
are you doing?”
“Appreciating
you.” She let her hand trail down to the
Captain’s neck, her fingers trembling when Janeway leaned her head to one side,
granting her better access. “You long to
be touched. I can see it in your
eyes. You are a very tactile person,
Kathryn, and yet, no one ever touches you.”
She reached
up and took Seven’s hand in her own, stilling its movement. “That’s because I’m the Captain. It isn’t appropriate.”
The young
woman looked at her for several long moments before nodding and pulling her
hand away gently. “Tomorrow is the last
day of shore leave.”
“Yes it
is.” Janeway said sadly. “We break orbit at 1500 hours the day after
tomorrow.”
“Am I
correct in assuming that we will be resuming our normal activities and
schedules at that time?”
“Yes.”
“Then I would
like to ask that you allow me to choose the activity for our last evening.”
Alarm
klaxons started to sound in her head and she was about to say no when the Borg
played her trump card.
Seven
lowered her eyes and looked up at the Captain through long golden lashes. “Indulge me…please?”
Janeway
would have laughed at having her own tactics thrown back at her… if she had any
air left in her lungs to do so. “All
right.”
“Thank
you.” She said softly. “I will make sure you have instructions
before midnight. Good night, Kathryn.”
The Captain
sat on her couch for quite a while after Seven left, looking out at the passing
stars and wondering just how much longer she would be able to keep the young
woman out. It wasn’t until after she had
changed and slid into bed that a single question popped into her mind.
Instructions?
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Captain
Janeway spent her entire day in her ready room.
She made periodic visits to the bridge, but with the ship in orbit there
was really nothing there that required her attention.
She thought
briefly of retiring to her quarters to wait out the stroke of midnight, but she
knew it would be better if she kept busy.
Too much time to think was definitely not something she needed right
now.
She caught
up on departmental reports and crew evaluations, then updated her personal
logs, which had been woefully neglected.
After that she spent several hours going over the star charts for the
upcoming sectors of space they would be traversing before finally moving over
to the couch to take in the night time view of the planet beneath her. It really was quite lovely, no matter how
much it hurt.
At 2330
hours, she heard a beep from her desk console and found a message waiting for
her. She smiled at the formality of it.
From: Seven of Nine
To: Captain
Janeway
RE: Instructions
As Promised
Security
Level: Eyes Only
She keyed
her access code quickly, completely unprepared for the short, four word message
that popped up on the screen:
Tag. You Are It.
Laughing,
she tapped her commbadge. “Janeway to Seven of Nine.”
There was
no response.
“Computer,
locate Seven of Nine.”
“Seven of Nine is not on Voyager.”
The Captain
blinked. “Computer, scan for Seven of
Nine.”
“Seven of Nine is on the planet’s
surface.”
Wonderful.
She fumed. Seven had to know she
couldn’t leave Voyager with all the other senior officers on shore leave. Now she would have to send someone else after
her. Grinding her teeth, she exited her
ready room, stopping in her tracks when she saw Chakotay sitting in her command
chair.
“Captain?” He looked at her quizzically. “I didn’t know you were still here.”
“Commander,
what are you doing here? I thought you
would still be planetside until tomorrow.”
“I was
planning to be.” He smiled. “But Seven sent me a message saying that I
would be needed on the bridge tonight.
Is everything all right?”
“Of
course.” She forced a smile. “It’s all yours commander. Have a good night.”
She left
the bridge and headed straight for transporter room one. “Computer, lock onto Seven of Nine and beam
me to her coordinates. Energize.”
The air was
warm on her skin as she rematerialized.
There was a slight breeze that carried with it the scent of some sweet
flower and she looked around, finding herself off to the side of a wooded area
surrounding a beautifully placid lake.
The night
was surprisingly quiet and she felt a sort of peace settle into her as she
breathed in deeply. About twenty paces
away, she spotted the brightly shifting lights of a campfire and headed towards
it.
As she came
through the trees, she saw Seven sitting next to the fire. The light from the flames bathed her face and
highlighted her features with a soft glow that took the Captains breath
away. She was wearing jeans and a light
blue sweater, over a gray t-shirt. Her
hair hung freely about her face creating a white gold halo that shifted as the
breeze moved through it. She had her
knees drawn up to her chest with her arms wrapped around them and looked so
lost in her thoughts that Janeway hesitated to disturb her.
Finally,
after drinking in the sight of her for as long as she dared, she called out
quietly. “Seven.”
The Borg
looked up, her blue eyes wide and full of joy.
“Kathryn. I was not sure if you
would come.”
“I told you
I would let you choose what we did.” She
walked over to stand beside her.
“Although I can honestly say this was not what I expected. Why are we here, Seven?”
The young
woman stood and led her to the edge of the water. “I have heard many of the crew state that
this place is as close to Earth as Voyager has come in her travels. I wished to see for myself what has kept so
many of them, and their Captain, captivated for so long.”
“And what
do you think?”
“On a Borg world, there are only clean lines,
logical structures and necessary landscapes.
The air is purified and very few Borg have reason to ever see the sun or
the moon. It is considered
perfect.” Seven closed her eyes. “Here, there are crooked trees, rough,
un-scalable mountains, pollen filled air, not quite pure water and an odiferous
breeze that runs through it all carrying the fragrances of every flower it comes
in contact with.” She inhaled
deeply. “I find it…fascinating.” Seven stared at her intently. “Why have you avoided visiting this planet,
Kathryn? It is beautiful here.”
“A little
too beautiful.” The Captain shivered.
Seven moved
behind her and opened her sweater, wrapping her arms around the smaller woman
to share her warmth. “Explain.”
Janeway
sighed, trying to keep herself from snuggling into Seven’s chest and failing
miserably. “It reminds me of Earth,
Seven. It looks so much like it. I’ve stared out my window every day and
wished that it was. But it’s not. And it hurts.”
“Because
this is not home?”
The Captain
nodded.
Seven
tightened her embrace. “Close your
eyes.”
“What?”
“Close your
eyes. Please.”
The Captain
hesitated for a moment and then complied.
“What do
you hear?” Seven whispered.
She
frowned. “I don’t understand.”
“Shh. Just answer.
What do you hear?”
Janeway
turned her head to the side, filtering out the sound of the fire and her own
breathing. “I hear... the trees. The wind in the trees. I hear the water where it laps up against the
shore. I hear a bird… it sounds like a
loon… far off in the distance… I hear your breath…”
“What do
you smell?”
“I smell… the
grass, the wood of the fire, the scent of the earth and the flowers that are
growing along the lakebed.” She inhaled
deeply. “I smell the water… I smell the
scent of your skin.”
She heard a
small splash and felt Seven’s hand at her lips.
“Drink.” She said softly.
Trusting
her, Janeway parted her lips and felt the cool water slide across her tongue
and down her throat, shocked when warm lips followed, and gentle tongue
caressed her bottom lip.
“How did
that taste?”
“Sweet…” Was all she could manage to say.
She took
the hand she held and placed it against her chest. “Now what do you feel?”
The captain
swallowed quickly, trying to hold back the tears that were threatening to break
free.
“I feel
your heart…”
“It feels
like home to me, Kathryn. Because you
are here.” She pressed her lips lightly
against the Captain’s. “In my heart.”
The tears
escaped, running unchecked down her cheeks. “Seven,” She whispered, feeling the
walls she had carefully constructed begin to fall away.
“Earth is a
location, Kathryn. You are home, here with me.”
Seven
hugged her tighter and held her as she wept, cradling her gently until the
tears subsided before wrapping her fingers into soft auburn hair and drawing
her close.
This time,
Janeway didn’t hesitate. She sought out
Seven’s lips with her own, parting them to taste the recesses of her mouth in
an agonizingly passionate kiss.
Seven led
her back to the fire and laid down beside it, looking up at the Captain
expectantly until Janeway stretched out next to her, closing her eyes.
“Look at
me, Kathryn.”
She
complied and her breath stopped at the tenderness in the Borg’s azure
gaze. “Please let me love you.” She whispered, stroking her cheek with her
fingertips. “Do not ask me to stop. I can not.”
“Oh,
Seven. I don’t want you to stop.” She ran her fingers through the Borg’s white
gold mane, thinking it was ever softer than she had dreamed.
Slowly,
Seven unfastened her jacket and pulled it off her shoulders, folding it into a
square that she placed beneath the Captain’s head. As her lips slid down to kiss Janeway’s neck,
she brought her hand up under the edge of the smaller woman’s shirt.
Janeway
gasped. Seven’s fingers were cool
against her overheated skin. She could
feel the metal tips as they grew warmer, they were so much softer than she had
ever imagined. She held her breath as
they traveled upwards, around the swell of her breast until the palm rested
fully against her pebbled nipple.
“Kathryn,”
Seven nipped lightly at her pulse point.
“I wish to remove the barriers between us. Is that acceptable?”
The Captain
hesitated, knowing the question was two-fold, knowing that whatever answer she
gave now would change their relationship forever. “Yes.”
She whispered. Finally…
Seven did not
need further encouragement. Standing,
she pulled off her boots and clothes quickly, laying them on the ground to
create a bed of sorts. Reaching for
Janeway’s feet, she drew off her boots and set them aside before sliding her
pants down her hips. Reverently, she
drew the t-shirt from her body, followed by her undergarments before lifting
her onto the makeshift mattress.
Afterwards, she lay down beside her and, for several long moments, she
did nothing but run her eyes over the small form next to her.
“Seven?” She asked uncertainly.
“You are
beautiful, Kathryn. I was simply
admiring the view.” The younger woman
brought her lips down again, capturing the Captain’s passionately, sliding them
open with her tongue, running it lightly over her teeth. Slowly, she edged her weight onto the small
frame, being careful to support most of it with her elbows as their skin met.
It was like
an electrical current shot through them both.
Janeway shook as her thighs parted long enough to allow Seven’s knee
between them.
The warm
heat and wetness on her thigh made the Borg shudder, even though she did not
understand exactly why, it was the most incredible thing she had ever
felt. She caught a musky scent on the
breeze and smiled. It was Kathryn, her
essence. It was… intoxicating.
She dropped
her lips lower, kissing her way down one elegant clavicle and, as the fingers
of her human hand closed on one swollen nipple, her lips closed on the
other. Slowly, she suckled it, biting it
lightly as Janeway moaned beneath her.
It was
ecstasy. The older woman arched her back
and wrapped her fingers through white gold hair, pushing the lips more firmly
against herself. Her body began to shake
harder as the soft, full lips continued their downward assault.
Seven
didn’t know exactly what she was doing.
The only thought in her head was that she needed to reach the wellspring
of moisture she had felt on her leg. She
had to feel it against her chin, taste it on her tongue. When she reached her destination, she wrapped
each of her arms around a shaking thigh and lowered her face into the damp
curls below her. It was glorious. The scent was full, yet light. The taste was like nothing she had ever
experienced. Sweet, with a slight touch
of spiciness. She began to lap at it,
gently at first, then more insistently as she felt her love moan.
“Oh dear
god,” Janeway looked down, watching Seven as she devoured her. The blonde’s eyes were closed, a look of
rapture on her face. “Go inside…with
your fingers…please.”
Seven began
to move her human hand only to have the Captain stop her.
“Not that
one. The other one.”
The younger
woman blinked in surprise but complied.
She closed her eyes again as she moved two of her metal tipped fingers
around the wet opening.
“Now…
please!” The older woman begged, her
hips surging up to meet the touch.
Seven slid
inside her gently, moving cautiously until her fingers were all the way
in. She felt the muscles contract around
her and recognized the movement of Janeway’s hips. Slowly, she began to thrust in and out, her
mouth finding a small protrusion at the apex of her lover’s cleft. When she touched it with her tongue, the
Captain shuddered, so she stayed there, nibbling it, sucking it as her fingers
began thrusting faster.
Time seemed
to stop as she lost herself in the taste and feeling of Kathryn. The night air was cool against her flesh but
she didn’t care. All that mattered was
the movements beneath her and the small sounds of joy that were quickly
escalating in her ears.
“Yes!” Janeway felt the wave begin to build, felt
her muscles begin to contract wildly under the younger woman’s
ministrations. All the desire she had
kept locked away coursed through her limbs, causing her to thrash wildly
against the warm weight pinning her to the ground.
And then
she was there, atop the precipice, every feeling in her body centered on the
fingers within her and the lips loving her gently. The climax rocked her to her very core, her
muscles froze, her spine stiffened. And
then everything began to shudder as she screamed her pleasure out into the
night. “Oh, Seven! YES!”
Seven
stayed where she was, not ready to give up the nectar on her tongue, licking
faster, she began moving her fingers in long, languid strokes until one of them
found a high slick spot that made Kathryn freeze again. She flicked the ends of her fingertips
against that spot as she pressed harder against the bundle of nerves beneath
her tongue.
Janeway
could not believe it as the wave built within her again, faster this time,
harder than before. Her eyesight dimmed
as a huge climax rocked through her, her fingers digging into Seven’s shoulders
as she lost control, her body convulsing with pleasure before she crumpled and
lay still. “Sto…stop.” She panted.
“I can’t… again. I can’t… impossible.”
She felt
the full, ruby lips smile against her swollen flesh. “Impossible is a word humans use far too
often. But I will comply.” Releasing her hold on the legs twitching in
her grasp, she slid up the Captain’s body and kissed her, rubbing her face
wetly against her love. “That was… most
exceptional.”
“I would
have to agree.” Janeway smiled as she
nuzzled the blonde hair atop Seven’s head.
They lay there for several minutes until she realized that the younger
woman was shaking softly. “Seven? Are you all right?”
“I am…
aroused.” The Borg flushed.
Laughing
gently, Janeway rolled them over until she was on top. She slid down until she was sitting on
Seven’s hips. “Let’s see what I can do
about that. Spread your legs, Seven.”
Part of her
was greatly amused at the words. Who
would have known the first time she spoke them that they would be so…
prophetic?
Seven
complied and the Captain slid her own thigh beneath one of them, fitting her sex
against her lovers snugly as she began to move, rocking back and forth, slowly
at first, then more quickly as Seven began to moan.
The
friction was exquisite. The feel of
Janeway’s softness against her own, the thought of both their fluids mixing intimately
sent shudders through the younger woman.
When the Captain reached up with one hand and began to pinch one of her
very swollen nipples, she thought she might die from the pleasure that
enveloped her. She heard soft grunts
coming from somewhere and was very surprised to realize they were emanating
from her own lips. The sounds increased
in volume as her lover quickened the movement of her hips, grinding against her
in small circles and she twisted her nipple harder.
“Oh…Kath…” She could not finish a thought, could not
formulate the words to convey what she was feeling so she stopped trying,
content to moan and cry out into the cool night air as her climax hit her. She felt the wave crash down on her and felt
for a moment as though she would pass out, so great was the pleasure and
emotion. She felt her body stiffen, felt
her hair stand on end as she began to shake violently before finally collapsing
to the ground.
“Seven?”
No
response.
“Seven?” Janeway untangled herself and crawled up the
lanky body to take the Borg’s beautiful face in her hands. “Seven?”
When there
was still no response, the Captain began to shake her softly. “Seven…wake up!”
Finally,
the Borg’s opened her eyes slightly, the bight blue filled with the sparkling
light of the fire. “Kathryn?”
“Are you
all right?”
Seven
smiled softly. “I forgot to
breathe. How can one forget to breathe?”
Janeway
laughed. “You would be amazed at what
you can forget when you’re making love.”
“Making
love…” Seven mouthed the words, tasting
them. “Kathryn, I choose ‘making love’
as our primary activity from now on.”
“Oh you do,
do you?” The Captain laughed. “Well… there will be some things we will have
to discuss but… I can think of much worse ways to spend the rest of our
journey. At least there are a lot of
different techniques we can try.”
The Borg
perked up immediately. “There are
more? Show me!”
Janeway
smiled, and complied.
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Seven felt Kathryn
shiver and tightened her arms, pulling her sweater around the smaller woman in
her arms. They were leaning up against a
rock watching the sun rise over their lake.
The fire had long since died to embers and the morning air was quite
chilly.
“It’s
beautiful.” Janeway breathed.
“Am I to
assume that you enjoyed our game last night?”
Seven asked innocently.
The Captain
laughed. “I did. Even if it wasn’t much of a game of tag.”
“I
disagree, Kathryn. Who said the game was
over? Do you wish it to be?” Her voice grew very soft.
Janeway
turned in her arms and looked into those gorgeous blue eyes. “No, Seven.”
She kissed her gently. “I want it
to go on forever.”
“Acceptable.”
“However, I
do believe we need to get up. The ground
is hard and I am not as young as I used to be.
Plus, we’ll be leaving today. We
need to get back to the ship.”
Seven
nodded and pulled them both to their feet where the dressed quickly and
transported back to the ship. They
walked in silence down the corridors until the reached the Captain’s quarters.
“Hmm…” Janeway looked around.
“Captain?” She looked at the older woman curiously.
“It seems
we have at least a couple of hours until we’re needed anywhere.” Smiling mischievously she keyed the door
before slapping the Borg slightly on her ass.
As she disappeared inside, Seven heard laughter floating back to her
along with three words. “Tag, you’re
it.”
Smiling,
she stepped inside.
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Captain Kathryn Janeway stepped onto her bridge at 1450 hours, smiling broadly
as she greeted her staff.
“Good
morning, Captain.” Chakotay stood and
offered her the command chair. “Did you
enjoy your trip to the surface?”
Janeway
grinned. “It was lovely. Status?”
“All hands
are on board and Voyager is operating at optimal efficiency.”
“Very
good.” She turned to the helmsman. “Mr. Paris, break orbit.”
She watched
the viewscreen until the beautiful green and blue sphere disappeared from
sight.
“Set a
course for home?”
The Captain
smiled. “Set a course for Earth, Mr. Paris. Warp Six.
Engage when ready.”
Settling
back into her command chair, she sighed happily. For the first time in longer than she could
remember, she knew what it meant to be content.
The End
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