Flight
(in which Seven walks away, again)
By jeny_nour
The
Captain had raised Seven that evening in astrometrics
and
requested her presence in her quarters, appealing to the Borg's
superior vision in helping to find her missing pip. And that being
the
work of a moment the Borg turned to go.
Janeway
stood, feet wide, she spread her hands, "Stay.
Please."
But once
again the Borg, clad in blue this time, Janeway's favorite,
simply delivered another haughty stare, "I am not finished
with
today's tasks." She noticed Janeway's look of disappointment.
And
judged there was more to be said, but all that came out was:
"In
astrometrics." And she turned to leave.
But this
time the Captain hurried ahead of her, slipped in front of
Seven,
caught the door just before it opened and locked it behind them.
"Do
I have to say that's an order, Seven?"
Seven,
arms crossed, reflected on this directive. Then she returned to
the captain's desk and leaned there, hands now behind her, facing
Kathryn,
because of the directive, and the feeling that had arose as
she stood so near, adjusting that pip, she felt strangely compelled to
choose this stance.
"I'm
sorry, Seven. I— you don't know what you do to me." She searched
the Borg's eyes, "Do you?"
"No.
I do not. And I do not think you are sorry—exactly."
The
Captain pondered Seven's observation, and her own next move,
extended a hand, "Truce?" She watched Seven consider her
hand, a grim smile
at the corners of her mouth.
As if
they were magnets, Janeway walked toward Seven and
risked drawing her
into her own arms.
Slowly, Seven turned the Captain around until she was facing her
desk,
unzipped her trousers, and unhurriedly slipped her had in as she
inhaled the scent at the Captain's neck, "I want you to be—
fulfilled."
"I
know," The Captain arched her back, moaning, "I know."
"No,
not want, really." Seven's breath in the
Captain's ear, "I am
just — uncertain. A part of me finds I— love you,
Kathryn."
"At
this moment, I don't want you to love me, Seven. Though we may
well be on that vary road." The Captain leaned into her, gritted her
teeth, fingers reaching deep, she hissed, "I want you to fuck me."
"Yet,
I judge that I— do love you."
The
Captain thought: Can I believe her? She let loose a ragged breath,
ready to scream. "No. You don't. Not yet." Seven's hand moved
quicker,
harder. Sure.
"I
do."
"No.
No, you don't." Then The Captain came, with Seven's hand moving
deep inside her.
They
watched each other's faces reflected in two sets of blue eyes,
still panting.
Seven
smiled, sad, touched the Captain's heart with just one
fingertip, spoke to their reflections, low, a secret, "Just
because I
am unfamiliar with this terrain," she reached to re-straighten that
pip, her knuckles lingering at the captain's jaw line, "Does not mean
I can
not be shown the way."
She
moved to unlock the door and, once again, she walked out.