Orders
(in which KJ demands: Do it)
By jeny_nour
We met
in Leonardo's workshop, immediately I tried to apologize for my
behavior in my quarters the previous week. Seven standing stiff,
throwing her glance over to a small art project she had be working
on
while I was on the bridge. I knew the whole—encounter— in my quarters
had confused her.
I had
resolved to stand down. To keep my distance from here on out.
No
matter the consequences to my heart. We hadn't spoken for several
watches now. I figured talking would calm things, but with my
words,
she moved from her work and pushed her finger to my lips,
"Do
you regret our actions?"
"Of course not. There was nothing to—. Seven—"
"Then
you have nothing to be sorry
She
reached for the draped tray, and brought it over to the table next
to us, "I have made these. For you. Tell me,
do you approve."
She
unveiled two bronze forms. No bigger than bud vases. Delicate.
Subtle. "The Doctor helped me research this ancient casting
method.
This is
bronze. It is known as Lost Wax. What—do you think?"
I was
speechless, "Seven, they're wonderful."
Two
torsos - no arms or neck, just collar to waist, each no bigger
than the height of my hand. One an old-fashioned woman's vest,
buttoned down. Little straps hanging on the lower back. The swell of
her breasts, the curve of her back, yet, just the vest. The second a
torso also, but maybe a half inch shorter, of a simple shirt. Sleeves
cut away, kind of ragged at the shoulders. Same stance, the breasts,
the curve of the back, but mirroring the vest, so they stood, a
couple, dancing with each other.
"They
are for you. For your—generosity, for the—art lessons."
"As if you owed me a thing." I said, but she gently set the
pieces
aside and reached for me.
"Perhaps
I am to judge if I do."
She
wouldn't let me go, and moved me back till she had me pinned up
against the table; she reached for me and spoke my name into my
ear. I
was wet that quickly, impaled on her leg. Both of us inhaling and
exhaling harsh in each other's ears, making gritty noise, but muted.
I
grabbed her shoulders and pulled her mouth to me, arching my back
and
offering my neck, "Bite me, Seven."
Her
thigh bone up hard against me. Rubbing like I was a limp shirt up
against a washerwoman's rippled board. Our noises addictive, a
chain
reaction, pulling us deeper. Until I gave in and moved with her,
"Seven,
Do it. Do it. Do it. Do it." Shaken till I could hardly
stand, falling into her rhythm as though we were dancers, like I was
born to it. With each stroke I felt myself come a bit cleaner till
she'd scrubbed me to a white-hot translucence.
Kathryn,
think.
How
could you ever have thought about easing her out of your life?